Ting. WhatsApp notification sounds soft.
I squint my eyes to the message that my sister has sent to me.
Rekrutmen bersama BUMN.FHCI....
Right. Online registration for State-Owned Enterprises of Indonesia (BUMN) job vacancies.
This a little bit triggering me. Because, what i had through is i never have the chance to pass the administration qualification. I had registered for state-owned enterprise of Indonesia for 2 Times.
But, my mind telling me. "Why don't just try again? Maybe it'll be your way". Maybe. So i decided to process it. Around 1 month after i registered, i got an email to pass the first Exam test. Woahhh. It's a good start. Then i try to look what Will be the questions are. Not that hard, nor is easy.
There are number sequence, word classification, logical statement from stories, and diagram reasoning. I do trust myself capabilites for passing the Exam this noon. And.... As usually, i was so weak at number sequence. That was so harddddd. Wkwkwkwk. But fortunately, i pass total minimum scores of it.
This is maybe i can call as self improvement. Because, if i look from 2021-2023 were just dark area. It was so hard so i couldn't bear it all alone and seek for the professional helps. Yes. Professional helps. I did it for 2 Times. The first ones was in September 2022 and the second was in March 2023. The cost of physcologist was not that expensive. Still affordable.
The issue of getting better job and better income is so serious. I thought getting job as a bachelor degree Will be easier than just high school grads. But that not how it works. There are so many factors that can affect. Maybe not like in Japan that there is a company to help you resign from a job. It's vice Versa. In Indonesia, there are many companies help you to get a job. Eventough it's not a permanent.
This hardship make me compare to my friends. There have been a doctor, a stable income job, a professional of one thing, or maybe business owner. Arrgghh. But offcourse it Will be just add up my mind. I put a song from Japanese indie female band named Bray Me (CMIIW). The song title is Evidence road. 20's life kinda Messy and challenging at the same time.
